The Truth Is, I've Always

I'm Fairly In Control And I Don't Like To Flirt Particularly. I Mean, Obviously If I Meet Someone Who I Think Is Hot, Of Course I'll Want To Flirt With Him, But In General I Don't Use It In Day-to-day Life.

Somehow Or Another, My Mother Taught Me To Push Through My Fear, Always. Feel The Fear And Do It Anyway.

The Truth Is, I've Always Been Wracked With Self-loathing And Terrible, Paralysing Depression.

Here Am I. I'm 38. My Career's Probably Never Been Better. And I've Made A Decision Which May Or May Not Impact On It - I Refuse To Hide My Experience And My Age, As If It's Something I Should Be Ashamed Of. I'm Alive. I Know Lots Of People Who've Never Been Lucky Enough To Get To This Stage In Their Life. And I'm Not Gonna Hide It For Anybody.

I Feel Privileged, To Be Honest.