Reality Means You Live Until

With Every Lecture, You’re Forced To Look Again At Every Choice You’ve Made Over The Lesson-by-lesson Chain Of Your Entire Life. And After All These Years, You See How Little You Have To Work With, How Limited Your Life And Education Have Been. How Scant Was Your Courage And Curiosity. Not To Mention Your Expectations.

I Want To Find Something Else, Unknowable, Some Place That's Not On The Map. A Real Adventure.

Nothing Was Solved When The Fight Was Over, But Nothing Mattered.

I'm In Love. So Kill Me.

In Light This Bright, After So Long In The Dark, Everything We Can See Is Only Black And White. Only Glaring Shape-outlines We Have To Blink Against.