People Can Sense You Lying

I Did Star 80, Which Was A Magnificent Experience As Well, But Still, I Was At The Height Of My Career At The Beginning. Then I Had To Jump Down The Ladder And Climb Back Up Again, Which I Didn't Understand. That Was Very Hard.

Having Been Through A Tremendous Amount Of Emotional Pain, To Process It Properly, To Be Able To Have It Make Sense And Then Move It Through Your Body, Your Mind, Your Spirit, And Be Done With It, You Really Have To Address It Head-on. Being Able To Really Have The Courage Enough To Truly Face It, To Truly Look At It, To Truly Feel It.

But The Experience That I Had, Which Was Basically Just Feeling Loved And Taken Care Of In A Room Full Of Thousands Of People I Didn't Know, Seemed To Be A Pretty Strong Sign That What I Was Doing Was A Good Thing.

I've Suffered From Pretty Dark Depressing Times, And It's Probably - Not Probably - It Is The Reason Why I Chose To Lead A Healthy Lifestyle.

I Enjoyed Doing Lipstick, But It Scared Me. I Was Very Nervous. I Couldn't Wait For It To Be Over. It Was Very Real, And I Was Just A Kid.