If You Want A Testimony,

I Always Asked For Forgiveness For My Sins Right Away But I Never Accepted It Until I Felt Right That I Had Suffered Enough To Pay For It. God Revealed To Me What I Was Doing How Much Unnecessary Pain I Was Causing Myself. He Even Showed Me That What I Was Doing Was An Insult To Jesus That In Essence I Was Saying Lord The Sacrifice Of Your Life And Blood Was Good But Not Good Enough. I Must Add My Work Of Feeling Guilty Before I Can Be Forgiven.

All God Wants Us To Do Is Do What He Asks Us To Do.

What We Need To Understand Is That When Traditions Become Laws, Rules, Obligations And Expectations Others Put On Us That We Don't Want To Fulfill, Then They Lose Real Meaning And Steal The Joy From Our Lives. And If We're Too Religious, We Won't Be Able To Be Led By The Holy Spirit And Enjoy An Intimate Relationship With Him.

I’m Living Now In My Reward.

I Had Lots Of Hurt And Lots Of Pain, Lots Of Woundedness, Bruises, Broken Heartedness In My Life. I Was Abused Sexually By My Father, Abused Mentally, Emotionally. My Mom Didn't Know What To Do About It, And She Was Being Hurt In The Process. So She Just Didn't Deal With It. And I Can Guarantee You, Just Because You Don't Deal With Something, That Doesn't Make It Go Away.