I'm Not Going To Win

That's What You Do When You Have A Really Strict Family And You Rebel - You Just Go Do Whatever You Can That Would Make Their Skin Crawl. I Wanted All The Sexiest Stuff I Could Find, And That Was A Very Empowering Moment For Me, To Use My Money That I Earned And Buy Things That No One Else Might See Me Wear - But I Was Going To Wear Them And Feel Powerful.

I'm Not A 'sexy' 'beautiful' Woman. It Takes A Lot Of Work To Make Me Look Like A Girl.

I Personally Always Find Something Really Scary About Watching Little Girls Learning To Manipulate Their Dads By Baby Talking. Then They Grow Up And Use The Same Technique On Their Boyfriends Or Husbands. That Scares Me Because It's Just So Sick On So Many Levels.

I'm So Suspicious Of Boys-slash-men. I Just Don't Like Them Or Trust Them.

As Soon As You Tell Me To Do One Thing, I Do The Opposite. As Soon As Someone Tells Me Not To Get Any More Tattoos, I Have This Intense Fire Burning Inside Me To Cover Myself With Them. I Don't Care If It's Self-destructive. I Just Have That Need To Rebel.