I'm Not Going To Win

It Is Very Difficult To Be Under The Microscope Every Moment Of Every Day. Everything That Leaves Your Mouth Becomes This Sensationalized News Story, No Matter What Your Intentions Were When You First Said It, So It Becomes Overwhelming.

I Think Being Sexy And Comfortable In Your Body Is A Wonderful Thing, And I Don't Mind Being Acknowledged For It Or Appreciated For It. I Know What I'm Capable Of. I Know That I'm A Relatively Smart Girl - I'm Clever - And I Feel Like The Sexy Image Only Stands To Make Me A More Powerful Human Being.

My Body Parts Are All I Have Left Now That Are Only Mine - The World Owns Everything Else.

When I Talk About My Husband, I Feel As If People Roll Their Eyes. It's Like When You're 16 And Order A Martini, And The Waiter Says, 'do You Think I'm Stupid?'. They Can't Grasp That I'm Old Enough To Be Married.

You Have To Be Aware That Whenever You Leave Your House, You're Probably Going To Be Photographed By Someone Somewhere. Maybe Those Pictures Will Surface. Maybe They Won't. Maybe Those Videos Will Surface. Maybe They Won't. But You Have To Always Be Aware That It Could Be Happening.