I Would Love To Make

I Was Lucky Enough To Go To College For Four Years. At What Was Supposedly A Hippie School With No Tests And No Grades, Blah Blah Blah, I Wasn't Learning That. I Was Taking Photography Classes. That Stuff Just Wasn't Talked About. It Was Like, "does This Picture Have The Right About Of Grey In It?" It Wasn't Even An Art School. It Was A State-run School.

I Saw A Video On Youtube Of A Girl Who Had Very Similar Reactions To Late-stage Lyme Disease As I Did. And I Thought It Was Crazy. And When I Saw Her Basically Have A Seizure On Camera That Looked Very Much Like My Seizure I Felt, "oh My God. That's Me." And So It Was Really Important To Me, And I Said To Sini, 'we Have To Find Some Way To Not Just Talk About Lyme Disease, But To Show It.

Every Band I've Been In, It's Just Become My Total Life. I Feel Like A Child Star - I've Missed Out On So Much.

I Always Knew She Was Being Funny, But When I Tell My Therapist That My Mom Played The Trust Game With Me And Let Me Fall On The Ground, My Therapist Does Not Find That Funny. She's Like, "that's The Reason For Everything! That's Why You Have Such A Hard Time With Trust!" And I'm Like, "i Don't Really Have A Hard Time With Trust. I Thought It Was Funny."

Part Of Being In A Band, Being A Painter, Or Starting A Nonprofit Is That You're Going To Make Horrible Mistakes And Look Like A Total Idiot, But You're Never Going To Create That Thing That Really Connects With People If You Don't Fail Over And Over And Over Again.