I Was A Little Self-centered

I'm Very Aware Of The Chemistry. It's Something You Can't Take For Granted. I'm Very Thankful For It And I Recognise The Power Of Its Reality In All Of Our Lives. Some People Don't And It's A Mistake Not To Because People Throw Away God-given Special Chemistry That's Very Rare, Very Hard To Find.

It Was Because All We Wanted Was Each Other's Constant Love And Attention And For No One Else To Receive That Love And Attention, Which Is A Selfish And Difficult Place To Be In A Relationship. We Were Emotionally Retarded, And That Was The Best We Could Do At The Time.

I've Wanted To Feel Pleasure To The Point Of Insanity. They Call It Getting High, Because It's Wanting To Know That Higher Level, That Godlike Level. You Want To Touch The Heavens, You Want To Feel Glory And Euphoria, But The Trick Is It Takes Work. You Can't Buy It, You Can't Get It On A Street Corner, You Can't Steal It Or Inject It Or Shove It Up Your Ass, You Have To Earn It.

I Didn't Have To Go All The Way To India For Spiritual Enlightenment. The Blue-collar Spirituality Of Everyday Life Was Right In Front Of Me, It Was In Every Nook And Cranny If I Wanted To Seek It, But I Had Chosen To Ignore It.

I Find It Hard To Meet The Right Woman As People Assume I'm A Certain Type Of Person - Which I'm Not.