I've Started The Adoption Process...

Having A Child On The Way Changes Your Perspective. You Want To Do Things That Will Make Them Proud Of You.

I Want My Daughter To Be Proud Of Me And Look Up To Me. I Think Early On In My Pregnancy I Realized That To Be The Mom I Want To Be, I Had To Change My Life, And That's What I'm Doing.

I Moved On From The Whole 'playboy' Thing Five Years Ago And Really Never Looked Back. I'm Not One Of Those Girls Who Goes Back To All The Parties And Things.

That's How Disagreements Always Ended With Hugh Hefner; He Would Just Stomp Off, And You Were Left To Pick The Pieces Of Your Self-worth Up Off The Floor. I'd Invested Every Part Of Myself In The Mansion And Had Nothing Waiting For Me Outside Those Gates. I Felt So Trapped And So Vulnerable To His Criticisms.

If I Could Have A Barbie Body, Which Has No Cellulite, I Totally Would. I Would Like To Have A Flatter Stomach, But That Won't Happen Either. That Is Never Going To Happen. No Matter How Much Weight I Lose, My Stomach, Below The Belly Button, Always Pooches Out.