I Think There's A Bit

When You Come Back To A Country That You've Left, You're In A Very Peculiar Situation Because, In A Way, You Don't Belong To That Country Any More, Even Though When I'm In America I Feel I Don't Belong There Either.

Unfortunately, I Experienced Some Sexual Abuse. It Was A Known And Admitted Fact Of Life Amongst Us That There Was This Particular Man, And You Didn't Want To Be Left In The Dressing Room With Him. It Took Many Years To Come To Terms With It And To Forgive Those Incidents That I Felt Had Deeply Hurt Me.

It's Actually Pretty Complex, Because There's Two Levels Of Reality In The Narrative. One Is What Really Took Place, And The Other Is Spider's Poisoned Version Of What Took Place.

Presents Don't Really Mean Much To Me. I Don't Want To Sound Mawkish, But - It Was The Realization That I Have A Great Many People In My Life Who Really Love Me, And Who I Really Love.

I Would Like To Break Out Of This Dark, Brooding Image, Cause I'm Actually Not Like That At All.