I Plan To Surf More

I Had To Sit With My Senses. This Clear, Beautiful Intuition Took Over. I Knew Exactly How I Felt, And I Wasn't Confused Or Clouded Or Compromised. I Realized That None Of My Feelings Had Diminished, But I Might Have To Lose Someone I Truly Loved. I Didn't Want To Run Away From Claire, But I Knew Drug Addiction Was Strong Enough That I Had To Be Willing, If Need Be, To Let Go Of The Person I'd Just Fallen In Love With.

The Road Is Not A Problem. It's Not Any More Tempting. People Don't Come Up With Giant Bags Of Drugs Or Gallons Of Alcohol And Say, 'you've Got To Do This.' It Happens To Me More At Home.

I Think I'm Still Figuring Out How To Be A Little Less Selfish.

Four Years Into The Life Of My Son, I Realize I'm So In Love With Him And He's So In Love With Me That If I Don't Find That Lifelong Partner Out There, It's Okay.

When I Was Younger, I Used To Hate Germany. I Hated The Country, The People, The Language, The Culture, Everything! But Over The Years I've Grown To Really Appreciate The German People.