I Know I'm In The

It's Weird, I Was Such A Survivor And So Wanted To Be A Part Of Life While I Was Trying To Snuff Out The Life That Was Inside Of Me. I Had This Duality Of Trying To Kill Myself With Drugs, Then Eating Really Good Food And Exercising And Going Swimming And Trying To Be A Part Of Life. I Was Always Going Back And Forth On Some Level.

Honestly, I'm Really Just A Teddy Bear.

The Sad Thing Is, People Don't Want To Believe That The Person They're In Love With Is Out Of His Mind, Drinking And Using, So If You Give Them Even Half An Excuse, They're Going To Want To Believe It.

When You Realize That There's A Name And A Description For This Condition That You Thought Was Insanity, You've Identified The Problem, And Now You Can Do Something About It.

Death By Evaporation. May The Saltwater Wind That Gets Shot Out Of A Barreling Wave Blow Me Away Like An Old Puffy Dandelion Into The Sky.