I Didn't Know What Guess

I Couldn't Make Ends Meet. I Tried Red Lobster. I Tried Wal-mart. I Tried All These Places And I Couldn't Make It. I Couldn't. So, I Tried This Gentlemen's Club, And, You Know, I Worked There, And It Was Just Awful In Those Places. It Was Terrible.

I Can't Eat More Than Six Hundred Dollars Worth Of Food.

Men Don't Even Ask Me Out. I Can't Remember The Last Time I Was Asked Out On A Date, And I'm Talking Years Here. I Spend My Life More And More Alone.

Nobody Has Ever Respected Me And Done Things For Me And Loved Me. So When Howard (former Husband J. Howard Marshall Ii) Came Along, It Was A Blessing. He Is The Only Person In My Life Who Does Not Care About What Other People Say About Me. He Truly Loves Me And I Love Him For It.

For Some Reason, People Think I Am This Terrible Person And It Really Hurts Me To Hear That. I Am Just Doing The Best I Know How To.