Even As The Words Came

I Find It Hard To Meet The Right Woman As People Assume I'm A Certain Type Of Person - Which I'm Not.

Give Her The Continent And She Wanted The Hemisphere.

The Sad Thing Is, People Don't Want To Believe That The Person They're In Love With Is Out Of His Mind, Drinking And Using, So If You Give Them Even Half An Excuse, They're Going To Want To Believe It.

It's Weird, I Was Such A Survivor And So Wanted To Be A Part Of Life While I Was Trying To Snuff Out The Life That Was Inside Of Me. I Had This Duality Of Trying To Kill Myself With Drugs, Then Eating Really Good Food And Exercising And Going Swimming And Trying To Be A Part Of Life. I Was Always Going Back And Forth On Some Level.

When I Looked Into Her Eyes, I Saw An Invisible Spirit Of Something That I Already Loved.