Yeah, You Know I Don't

You Never Go Into A Marriage Expecting To Get Divorced. You Go Into A Marriage Expecting It's Going To Last Forever, And You Have A Lot Of Ways You Dream About The Future. You Have All These Expectations, And Then You Have To Adjust Those Expectations, And It Can Be A Very Unnerving, Confusing Time.

I've Been Really Lucky. I Didn't Have Any Morning Sickness And I've Been Off Work For Most Of My Pregnancy, So I've Been Able To Do Things Like Work Out With A Trainer And Do Prenatal Yoga And All These Things That Have Kept My Body Very Agile And Pain-free.

I'm Very Deliberate And I Love Excel Spreadsheets And I Love Five-year Plans And All That. So It Felt Really Fun To Play Someone So Incredibly Different From Myself.

I Think I Enjoy Regressing. There's A Part Of Living Like That That's Really Fun. It's Like There's No Consequences: If You Want To Drink, You Drink; If You're Hungover The Next Day And You're Late To Work, Who Cares? There's Something Very Appealing About Having No Accountability In Life, But It's Just Not A Way That I Had The Energy To Live Forever.

I Loved The Domesticity Of My Life As A Struggling Actor. When I Wasn't Going To Auditions, I Could Do Things Like Cook Dishes From Scratch And Take Them To Parties Or Be Really Thoughtful About Birthdays And Anniversaries.