Why Do You Insist Upon

I Went To The Worst Of Bars Hoping To Get Killed But All I Could Do Was To Get Drunk Again.

Dying Should Come Easy: Like A Freight Train You Don't Hear When Your Back Is Turned.

Cautiously, I Allowed Myself To Feel Good At Times. I Found Moments Of Peace In Cheap Rooms Just Staring At The Knobs Of Some Dresser Or Listening To The Rain In The Dark. The Less I Needed The Better I Felt.

They Laughed. Things Were Funny. They Weren't Afraid To Care. There Was No Sense To Life, To The Structure Of Things.

There Is Always One Woman To Save You From Another And As That Woman Saves You She Makes Ready To Destroy