When We're Younger We Take

'friends' Will Always Remain Friends.

I Was Told To Avoid The Business All Together Because Of The Rejection. People Would Say To Me, 'don't You Want To Have A Normal Job And A Normal Family?' I Guess That Would Be Good Advice For Some People, But I Wanted To Act.

I Am Grateful To Learn From Their Mistakes, Because I Am Not Injecting S- Into My Face. I See Them And My Heart Breaks. I Think, 'oh God, If You Only Know How Much Older You Look.' They Are Trying To Stop The Clock And All You Can See Is An Insecure Person Who Won't Let Themselves Just Age. I Also Have A Fiancé Who Will Put A Gun To My Head If I Touch My Face In Any Way.

Because I Was Never A 'where Do You See Yourself In Five Years' Person. I Had No Idea, And I Didn't Have A Checklist, Which Really Creates A Lot Less Stress In Your Life.

I'd Say A Little Over A Year Ago I Started Doing Tm [transcendental Meditation] And That's Really Changed Everything.