When I Want To Be

More And More I Understand That It's Very Fine Not To Know Where You Come From.

Of Course You Have Memories, And These Memories Are Convincing. But It's Really At The Moment When I Write Them Down - When I Write About My Relationship With That Japanese Boy In Ni D'eve, Ni D'adam - That They Reach A Degree Of Reality Which Is Incandescent, That I've Really Conquered A Story, Understood It And Feel That It Is Really Part Of Me.

I Never Even Dreamt Of Being A Writer Because I Didn't Feel Allowed. When I Was A Child I Was Terribly Ambitious, But I Didn't Know At All What This Great Thing Would Become.

If You Admire Yourself In The Mirror, Let It Be In Fear And Not Delight, Because The Only Thing That Beauty Will Bring To You Is Terror Of Losing It.

It's While Writing That Suddenly A Point Of View Appears: 'so, That's What I Really Thought About This Thing'. Then It Feels Part Of Me.