When I Wake Up, I

I Can't Say It's Not Painful Being Estranged From Most Of My Family. I Wish It Could Be Otherwise.

Black People Were Very Angry With Me For Writing The Book. A Lot Of People Didn't Believe Me, Or Didn't Want To Believe Me, And That Used To Really Bother Me. It Was A Very Painful And Difficult Time.

I Can Count The Number Of Dates I've Had On One Hand. I Wish That Guys Would Approach Me, But They Don't.

That's One Of The Things That I Say To Myself As Far As A Ritual That I Have Every Day: "what Can I Do Today To Make It Better Than It Was Yesterday?"

I Love My Family And I Miss Them Very Much But I'm A New Person Now. I Know A Lot Of People Will Not Agree With What I've Done, But It Was Right For Me.