What Other People Think Of

The Angels Decided To Shine On Me For A Little While.

I Sort Of Do What I Say And Say What I Do Which I'm Happy With Because It Makes My Life Real Easy. When I Was Younger, People Would Say That I Was Inspired By David Lynch, So I Went And Watched His Stuff And I Was Surprised. I Thought It Was Smart, With What I Was Trying To Do Lyrically. So I Started Watching Some Of His Stuff. I've Never Seen His Movies In [their] Entirety, I'm More Interested In Him As A Person And How He Came To Be Successful Taking An Alternative Route, Sort Of A Subculture Icon.

I Wanted To Be Part Of A High-class Scene Of Musicians. It Was Half-inspired Because I Didn't Have Many Friends, And I Was Hoping That I Would Meet People And Fall In Love And Start A Community Around Me, The Way They Used To Do In The '60s.

The Act Of Surrendering Sort Of Puts Me In A Different Mindset That Allows Me To Be More Of A Channel - Because I'm Not Holding On So Tightly To Things, I'm Letting Go, And I Find That In Letting Go I Become More Of A Channel For Life To Really Happen On Life's Terms. I Mean, Maybe That Sounds Sort Of Metaphysical, But That's Honestly How I Feel.

I Want To Find Someone Who's Really Magnetic But Who Isn't Going To Do Anything Bad To Me. It's Hard.