This Life Is More Than

What Doesn't Kill You Only Makes Your Book Longer.

It's Weird, I Was Such A Survivor And So Wanted To Be A Part Of Life While I Was Trying To Snuff Out The Life That Was Inside Of Me. I Had This Duality Of Trying To Kill Myself With Drugs, Then Eating Really Good Food And Exercising And Going Swimming And Trying To Be A Part Of Life. I Was Always Going Back And Forth On Some Level.

I've Wanted To Feel Pleasure To The Point Of Insanity. They Call It Getting High, Because It's Wanting To Know That Higher Level, That Godlike Level. You Want To Touch The Heavens, You Want To Feel Glory And Euphoria, But The Trick Is It Takes Work. You Can't Buy It, You Can't Get It On A Street Corner, You Can't Steal It Or Inject It Or Shove It Up Your Ass, You Have To Earn It.

I Had Not Had Any Drugs For 5 Years But Then I Relapsed Again. I Have Also Smoked Nearly Everything. Every Day It Was A Battle To Recover, Which I Fought For My Son And Myself.

I Don't Even Know What Words To Use To Talk About The Music Industry Anymore. But The Business Has Changed A Lot - The Methods Of Releasing Music.