There Is No Good Or

This Had Been Real: Real In Its Flaws And Uncertainties, Real In Its Small Triumphs, Real In Its Compromises And Understanding.

How Could You Not Know?" His Voice Was Full Of Wonderment. "you Changed Me Utterly. You Were Like A...like A Bright, Wonderful Bloom In A Garden Full Of Weeds. Like A Graceful Capital On A Page Of Plain Script, A Letter Decorated With The Deepest, Finest Colors In All Erin. Like A Flame, Caitrin. Like A Song.

Don't You Long For Something Different To Happen, Something So Exciting And New It Carries You Along With It Like A Great Tide, Something That Lets Your Life Blaze And Burn So The Whole World Can See It?

He And I…we Share A Bond. Not Love, Exactly. It Goes Beyond That. He Is Mine As Surely As Sun Follows Moon Across The Sky. Mine Before Ever I Knew He Existed. Mine Until Death And Beyond.

I Wish- I Wish I Could Dry These Tears, I Wish I Could Make This Better For You. But I Don't Know How.