Oh God, What's Wrong With

9p.m. My Flat. Feel Very Strange And Empty. Is All Very Well Thinking Everything Is Going To Be Different When You Come Back But Then It Is All The Same. Suppose I Have To Make It Different. But What Am I Going To Do With My Life? I Know. Will Eat Some Cheese.

I Am Brave, Though I Am Alone.

If The Stories Don't Come From The Inside Out, Then Bridget [jones] Is Not Being True To Herself And It's Very Important To Me That She Stays That Way.

Bridget [jones] Was Always, At Heart, About The Gap Between How You Feel You're Expected To Be And How You Actually Are And That Gap Has Only Widened. Young People Now Are Entering An Uncharted Sea, Where There's Huge Pressure To Judge Yourself On How Many Likes Or Followers You Get On Facebook, Twitter, Or Instagram, Rather Than The On Important Things Like Being Kind, Honest, Resilient, Funny And A Good Friend.

Eventually, I Manage To Cheer Mum Up By Allowing Her To Go Through My Wardrobe And Criticize All My Clothes.