Never Would Have Said Forever

I'm Losing Myself Trying To Compete With Everyone Else Instead Of Just Being Me Don't Know Where To Turn I've Been Stuck In This Routine I Need To Change My Ways Instead Of Always Being Weak I Don't Wanna Be Afraid I Wanna Wake Up Feeling Beautiful Today And Know That I'm Okay 'cause Everyone's Perfect In Unusual Ways You See, I Just Wanna Believe In Me

So Many Things Were Going Great In My Life And Then All Of The Sudden My Personal Life Just Went Down At Crazy Speeds. I Had A Negative Breakdown And It Changed My Life Forever, But I'm Glad That It Did, Because If I Had Never Gone Into The Treatment ... I Don't Know If, One, I'd Even Be Sitting Here Today. Two, If I'd Be Alive Today.

I Feel Like I'm Held More Accountable To Stay Healthy Now Because Now I'm A Role Model To Young Girls To Not Have Eating Issues And To Not Say, 'hey, It's Ok To Starve Yourself' Or 'it's Ok To Throw Up After Your Meals' - That's Not Ok.

My All Time Favorite Band Is Paramore And She's Basically One Of The Reasons I Was Inspired... Umm, Well Hayley Williams From Paramore Was One Of The Basic Reasons I Wanted To Go Rock. I Saw The Band Live And They're Great Together And They Write Incredible Music And Also I Like A Lot Of Older Bands. I Like Motley Crue A Lot And Who Else, I've Got A Lot Of Favorite Bands But Those Are Pretty Much The Main Ones.

If You Don't Feel Pretty, You're Wrong. If You're Dealing With A Problem, Don't Be Afraid To Talk. And... If You Think You're Alone, Listen To My Music 'cause I'm Here For You.