My Scars Were Reflecting The

It Pisses Me Off To Think We're Conditioned To Push Away Bad Feelings And Think Anything That's Uncomfortable Is To Be Avoided. When Things Are Really Bad Nowadays, I Recognize The Value In It Because It's Me Filling My Quota- It's Going To Make My Joy More Intense Later.

I'm Not Lazy, But I Don't Have That Spur On My Ass That Most People Have, Like, "oh, God. I Have To Get Something Out Or Else My Career Will Be Over!" I Don't Really Care If My Career Is Over.

I Used To Get A Shiver If I Thought About Holding Balloons, Because I Was Scared Of Floating Away.

I've Gone Through Stages Where I Hate My Body So Much That I Won't Even Wear Shorts And A Bra In My House Because If I Pass A Mirror, That's The End Of My Day.

My Favorite Thing Is Drums. I Have A Very, Very Big Memory - And I Don't Have Many Big Memories - Of Going To See The Movie Tap, With Gregory Hines. During One Scene, He's In Jail, And There's Some Water Dripping Down, And He Starts Tap Dancing. I Just Like That Feeling Of: "i'm In Charge, I Can Do Whatever I Want."