My Life Is Not Easy,

Many Als Patients End Up Fading Away Quietly And Dying. For Me, This Was Not Ok. I Did Not Want To Fade Away Quietly.

I Have Moments Where I Miss My Old Self. But I Think Anyone Can Get Caught Up In What We Used To Have. But At The Same Time, We Can Choose To Focus On The Beauty Of Now.

Through Adversity We Find Our Heroes.

We All Have A Timeline. Most Of Us Don't Live Like We Have A Timeline.

I'm Afraid To Walk In Public, Because People Look At Me. But I'm Not Going To Stop. I'm Afraid Because If I Want To Commune With My Friend Shad (meier), I Have To Ask Him To Cut My Chicken For Me. But I Did It. And I'm Afraid To Go Back And See My Teammates And Coaches Because I Know That I'll Feel Envy. But I'm Going To Do It Anyway. Because Fear Is Just A Feeling, And If You Can Acknowledge That Fear, Digest That Fear And Overcome It, The Rewards Are Incredible.