My Dogs Are More Important

I Started Having Some Memory-loss Issues. I Took A Neurological Exam, And They Said, "well, You Should Stop Fighting Now." And I Kept Begging Them For One More Fight, One More Fight, And The Doctor Said To Me, "how Much Are They Going To Pay You?" I Was Supposed To Fight Three More Times, And One Would Have Been For A Cruiser Belt. So I Said, "i Just Need To Fight Three More Times." He Said, "listen, You Can't Even Get Hit In The Head One More Time, Your Neuro Is So Bad."

I Was Very Ashamed Of Seeing A Therapist Because I Thought Only Crazy People Went, And Then, After About Nine Years, I Asked Him, 'well, Was I Really Crazy?' And He Nodded And Said, 'you Were But Not Any More.'

Change For Me Was Really Hard Because I Had Built Myself Up To Be A Certain Kind Of Man My Whole Life, As Men Are Where I Come From. I Thought I Got To Handle Things Different That's Gonna Make Me Feel Like A Real Pussy. For Me It Was Hard To Turn The Other Cheek. Even Though It's A Stronger Choice. It Was Very Hard To Make The Change, But I Had To In Order To Survive. Otherwise They Would Have Won.

It's The Formulaic Studio Movies The Make Money, And When They Do, The Actors In Them Are Automatically Movie Stars.

I Come From A Violent Background. So I Became Hard. I Realised That I Had Made Myself That Way To Deal With A Feeling Of Abandonment And Shame.