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I Don't Think I'm Romantic At All. I Have A Lot Of Faith In The Right Thing Happening. I Don't Really Hope For A Lot Of Particulars, I Just Have Faith That The Right Thing Will Happen Most Of The Time.

I've Always Been In This Sort Of Perpetual State Of Existential Longing. I Feel Like Something's Missing.

I Like Visiting La, But I Wouldn't Want To Live There.

For A Long Time, Music Was Hope. Now It Seems Music Isn't Enough To Make Me Happy. It Used To Be That's All I Needed To Keep Going. Now I Need Other Things To Take Up The Other Parts Of My Life.

I Wanted To Be A Writer. I Still Want To Be A Prose Writer. I Feel I Am More Temperamentally Suited To That Kind Of Life, Although There Are Things I Still Want To Do With Music.