Love Is A Hell You

The Truth Is It's Fun To Be Up There And Know That You're In Your Underwear. Even Though I Know I'm Exploiting My Sexuality In A Certain Way, It's Fun! It Boosts My Ego.

At My Lowest Moments, I Think Of People Who Come To Shows. I Still Get Very Sad And Sometimes I Feel Like I Have No Friends, But When That Happens Now, I'll Think Of People Whose Names Or Faces I Don't Know - They're My Friends And They Love Me. I've Got Them. It Really Does Save Me. I Still Feel Awkward, But That's The One Thing I Can Grab Onto At My Lowest Points.

How Can I Ask Anyone To Love Me When All I Do Is Beg To Be Left Alone?

I Used To Get A Shiver If I Thought About Holding Balloons, Because I Was Scared Of Floating Away.

I Was So Self-critical. I Still Am, But It's Not As Bad Anymore.