I've Never Lost My Love

I'm Afraid To Be Alone, I'm Afraid Not To Be Alone. I'm Afraid Of What I Am, What I'm Not, What I Might Become, What I Might Never Become. I Don't Want To Stay At My Job For The Rest Of My Life, But I'm Afraid To Leave. And I'm Just Tired, You Know? I'm Just So Tired Of Being Afraid.

I've Been Painting Off And On Since I Was In Sixth Grade. I Don't Paint When I'm Acting - I'm Not Really Able To Split My Focus That Way. I Do It Intensely When I'm Doing It, But I'm Reluctant To Take Myself Too Seriously As A Painter Because That Would Mean There Would Be Pressure To Be Better Than I Am.

I Liked Getting Up At 4 In The Morning, Driving On The Freeway, And Going In And Stocking Shelves And Laughing With The Stock Clerks.

Rudeness Is What Gets To Me [when Someone Being Rude To Me In A Supermarket]. Yeah. That One Does Get To Me, I Have To Say.

I Used To Stay Up Very Late At Night, Much Later Than I Probably Should Have For Such A Youngster, And I Used To Watch Very Old Black-and-white Movies With, You Know, Bette Davis And Joan Crawford, But I Remember Watching Them Thinking 'i Could Do That'... Even Though I Wasn't Inclined At All To Actually Become An Actress. I Mean, That Wasn't Something That Was... In The Stars For Me, No Pun Intended.