It's Very Painful To Have

Once I Had A Better Beat, I Needed To Have An Even Better One. And Somewhere In That Climbing, I Lost Sight Of, Sort Of, My Moral And Ethical Underpinnings.

I Can't Say Anything Other Than The Fact That I Feel A Range Of Emotions Including Guilt, Shame, Sadness, Betrayal, Freedom And Appreciation For Those Who Have Stood By Me, Been Tough On Me, And Have Taken The Time To Understand That There Is A Deeper Story And Not To Believe Everything They Read In The Newspapers.

I Am Immensely Contrite. And I'm Sorry For The Damage I've Done.

It's Hard To Say What Role Race Really Played In My Case.

Some People It Seems To Me Would Like For Me To Crawl In A Hole And Disappear Forever. That's Just Not In My Nature.