It's Like Kill Or Be

I Wish People Wouldn't Just See Me As The Asian Girl Who Beats Everyone Up, Or The Asian Girl With No Emotion. People See Julia Roberts Or Sandra Bullock In A Romantic Comedy, But Not Me. You Add Raceto It, And It Became, 'well, She's Too Asian', Or, ‘she's Too American’. I Kind Of Got Pushed Out Of Both Categories. It's A Very Strange Place To Be. You're Not Asian Enough And Then You're Not American Enough, So It Gets Really Frustrating.

Making A Request Without Revealing The Feeling/need Takes All The Joy Out Of Other's Service.

I Think People Sometimes Get The Wrong Impression When They're Like, Oh, Well, So-and-so Was Straight And Then She Was Gay, And Now She's Straight Again, You Know? But It's Like, How Many Times Do I Have To Kiss A Woman Before I'm Gay? Everybody Wants To Label People. Sometimes You Just Fall In Love With Somebody, And You're Really Not Thinking About What Gender Or Whatever They Happen To Be. It Think That If I Happen To Fall In Love With A Woman, Everyone's Going To Make A Big Deal Out Of It. But If I Happen To Fall In Love With A Man, Nobody Cares.

You Don't Want To Continue To Do One Thing And Only One Thing. You Want To Keep Challenging Yourself And If You Do Well At It, Great, If You Fall On Your Face, You Tried. Like, She's Really Terrible At Comedy! Who Knew? But If You Didn't Try And Put Yourself Out There You'd Never Know.

Nobody Really Tells Me What's Going On, And I Find Out Via The Trades Myself.