In A Strange Way, I'm

I've Done Things That Can Be Made Fun Of. It's Not Such A Bad Thing. If I'm Going To End Up A Role Model, Then I'd Rather Not End Up Being The Kind Of Role Model That Pretends To Be Perfect, And Pretends That She Always Has The Right Thing To Say. I'm A Product Of Role Models That Didn't Make Me Feel Like I Was As Good As Them.

I Caved In To What People Wanted Me To Do. I Thought That They Weren't Going To Like Me If I Didn't.

Put A Little Love Here In My Void.

I Never Thought I'd Be In A Position Where People Would Be Talking About My Sexuality And Saying How Good I Look In Underwear.

It Pisses Me Off To Think We're Conditioned To Push Away Bad Feelings And Think Anything That's Uncomfortable Is To Be Avoided. When Things Are Really Bad Nowadays, I Recognize The Value In It Because It's Me Filling My Quota- It's Going To Make My Joy More Intense Later.