If That's What You're Thinking,

I Didn't Have To Go All The Way To India For Spiritual Enlightenment. The Blue-collar Spirituality Of Everyday Life Was Right In Front Of Me, It Was In Every Nook And Cranny If I Wanted To Seek It, But I Had Chosen To Ignore It.

You Know What's The Worst? Being A 16 Year Old Girl Who Loves A Famous Singer, Not Solely For His Looks, But Because You Truly Believe He Is Talented And Devoted And You Agree Deeply With His Message. Because No Matter How Intelligently And Fully You Can Express That, People Will Assume You're Just A Silly Teenager Who Thinks A Famous Guy Is Cute.

She Wasn't About To Go Down That Road Herself, Which Was A Testament To Her Spiritual Awakening And Her Commitment To Sanity. It Was A Real Blessing That She Didn't Follow Me, Because Oftentimes, People Go Out Together And One Comes Back And The Other Doesn't. Or Both Of Them Never Do.

Nothing Was Working, And My Friend Was Dead, And I Didn't Want To Look At That.

I Think Dying Is The Ultimate High...