I Wish People Didn't Just

I Never Saw Myself As Beautiful. I Can Look Back And See It Now, But Then? Never.

I've Done Everything I Want To Do And Gone Everywhere I Want To Go.

I Like My Work, But My Life Always Comes First. I Always Wanted To Have A Beautiful Life, And The Way To Do It Is In Show Business.

When You Are 18, 19, 20, You're Used To Being Photographed All The Time, In A Certain Way. So, The Narcissism Becomes Almost Out Of Control. And The Way That Young Women Are Photographed, They Become Addicted To This Feedback Of The Image.

I Do Sometimes Think I Could Have Done Without The Drugs Actually; That Was A Waste Of Time, And A Huge Risk. But Then Again, There's Nothing I Can Change, So In A Way Regret Is Pointless.