I Wish I'd Never Been

I Didn't Want To Be Alone, But I Had To Learn That The Dimensions Of My Feelings Are Too Violent. I Had To Learn This.

I Am Dying Of Hunger.

People Who Do Not See The Terrible Things Therefore Do Not See The Beautiful Things, Either.

Sometimes My Heart Hurts So Much, I Beat It With My Fists. I Try To Run. But You Cannot Run From This. It Waits For You. Even When You Think You Have Escaped It, It Is There.

If I Hadn't Refused Ken Russell, Fellini And Spielberg And Made Their Movies When They Asked Me, My Life Would Be No Different. It Is Not My Fault That I Accepted One Movie And Turned Down Another. I Don't See Any Point In Defending Myself, Either.