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I Finally Understood That By Being On A Perpetual Diet, I Had Practiced A "disordered" Form Of Eating My Whole Life. I Restricted When I Was Hungry And In Need Of Nutrition And Binged When I Was So Grotesquely Full I Couldn't Be Comfortable In Any Position By Lying Down. Diets That Tell People What To Eat Or When To Eat Are The Practices Inbetween. And Dieting, I Discovered, Was Another Form Of Disordered Eating, Just As Anorexia And Bulimia Similarly Disrupt The Natural Order Of Eating.

My Sexuality Is A Part Of Me That I Really Like. But It's Not The Totality Of Me.

I Try To Be Feminine, Yet Intellectual And Smart At The Same Time. You Don't See Enough Of That.

There's A Fine Line Between Being Private And Being Ashamed.

I Didn't Understand That Playing Roles In Any Relationship Is False And Will Inevitably Lead To The Relationship's Collapse. No One Can Be Any One Thing All The Time.