I Was Always Pretty Good

I'm Like Everyone Else: I Want To Play Every Game, But It's Not Possible.

Of Course It Is Going To Be Difficult For Any Player To Get In The Chelsea Side No Matter Who They Are.

I Always Wanted To Be A Winner, To Score Goals. There Was No Massive Bravery In Terms Of My Mum Passing Away And Stepping Up. I Just Wanted To Score. I Know Everyone Would Have Given Me A Pass On It If I Hadn't Taken It. But I'd Have Had The Hump With Myself If I'd Shirked It.

In Terms Of Not Retiring? I Don't Want To Leave And Think To Myself, "maybe I Should Have Stayed A Bit Longer". I'm Dwelling On It. I Have Turned Down A Few Premier League Offers. But The Fact Is, After Being At Chelsea For So Long And A Year With Manchester City, I Don't Want To Get Involved In A Relegation Dogfight.

Obviously, It Has Taken Time To Work With The Players Around Me And With So Many New Faces Coming In The Summer, In A Way It's Been More Difficult.