I Screamed Until My Voice

An Itchy Feeling Began To Work Its Way Through My Body, As Though A Thousand Mosquitoes Were Circulating Through My Blood, Biting Me From The Inside, Making Me Want To Scream, Jump, Squirm. I Ran.

This Is What Happens When You Try To Help People. You Get Screwed.

And I Have Julian. I Found Him, And He Followed Me. I Reach Out In The Half Dark, Wordlessly, And Find His Hands. We Interlace Our Fingers, And Though He Doesn't Say Anything Either, I Can Feel The Warmth And Energy Passing Between Us, A Soundless Dialogue. Thank You, He Is Saying, And I Am Saying, I Am So Happy, I Am So Happy, I Needed You To Be Safe.

You Can Try To Pin Me Down With A Hundred Thousand Arms, But I Will Find A Way To Resist

Everything I See And Touch Reminds Me Of Him, And So Everything I See And Touch Is Perfect.