I'm Never Going To Get

For The Few Little Successes I May Seem To Have, There Are Acres Of Misgivings And Self-doubt.

Good To Know That If I Ever Need Attention All I Have To Do Is Die.

Doreen Had Intuition. Everything She Said Was Like A Secret Voice Speaking Straight Out Of My Own Bones.

Please Don’t Expect Me To Always Be Good And Kind And Loving. There Are Times When I Will Be Cold And Thoughtless And Hard To Understand.

I Wanted Change And Excitement And To Shoot Off In All Directions Myself, Like The Colored Arrows From A Fourth Of July Rocket.