I Love You," I Said

You Know When Things Are Bad When You Feel Guilty For Being Rude To Vampires. Jacob B. Ch.14

I Stared Into Her Eyes, Wide Under The Thick Fringe Of Lashes, And Yearned For Sleep. Not For Oblivion, As I Had Before, Not To Escape Boredom, But Because I Wanted To *dream*. Maybe, If I Could Be Unconscious, If I Could Dream, I Could Live For A Few Hours In A World Where She And I Could Be Together. She Dreamed Of Me. I Wanted To Dream Of Her.

Don't Be Afraid," I Murmured. "we Belong Together.

Casting Is Really Exciting. With 'twilight,' I Wasn't Involved At All With The Casting In The Original. They Kept Me In The Loop, Which Was Great. They'd Be Like, 'hey Kristen Stewart's Gonna Do It' And I Was Like, 'really? Awesome.'

Jacob's Little Smirk Became A Full-blown Grin, And I Knew He Was Picturing Charlie Showing Up To Arrest Him. This Grin Was Too Bitter, Too Full Of Mocking To Satisfy Me. This Wasn't The Smile I'd Been Waiting To See.