I Have To Step Out

I Would Always Love This Fragile Human Girl, For The Rest Of My Limitless Existence.

Do You Ever Think That Your Life Might Be Easier If You Weren't In Love With Me?" — Edward Cullen

The Absence Of Him Is Everywhere I Look.

For A Second I Was Just A Kid – A Kid Who Had Lived All Of His Life In The Same Tiny Town. Just A Child. Because I Knew I Would Have To Live A Lot More, Suffer A Lot More, To Ever Understand The Searing Agony In Edward’s Eyes.

I Could See How Easy It Would Be To Fall Into Loving Bella. It Would Be Exactly Like Falling: Effortless. Not Letting Myself Love Her Was The Opposite Of Falling—it Was Pulling Myself Up A Cliff-face, Hand Over Hand, The Task As Grueling As If I Had No More Than Mortal Strength.