I Have Been Alone Since

I Grew Up Poor. I Had No Money. My Family Was Poor. There's Things I Wanted To Do And Couldn't. I Was An Abused Wife. Just - There's Tons Of Things That I Couldn't Even Mention. And For Me To Come Up And To Have All Of This Fame And Fortune, It's Just - It Is A Cinderella Story To Me.

I Have Been Alone Since My Husband Died. I Stay In My Home. I Don't Date. It's Hard To Date When You're At Home. Nobody Knows You.

He's Comming To Meet Me On Sun. Cant Wait!!... Please God Let Him Love Me!!... This Could Be It [followed By Five Happy Faces].... Hes Going To Publish My Pictures Im So Glad I Didn't Sleep With Him Either!... I Hate For Men To Want Sex All The Time. I Hate Sex Anyway. (1992, Diary Entry As She Prepares For A Meeting With Paul Marciano, Head Of Guess.)

I Want To Be The New Marilyn Monroe And Find My Own Clark Gable.

I Just Feel A Connection With Marilyn Monroe. I Just Love Her. I Just Completely Feel What She Went Through.