I Had So Much Fear

We Make Such Terrible Mistakes With Visual Choices About Beauty.

I Always Do Big Birthday Things. In Three Years, I'm 70. I'm Going To Do Something Outrageous. In America, Everyone's Always Hiding Their Age.

I Notice If I'm Too Fat Or If I'm Too Ugly Or There's Skin Hanging Or Whatever. When My Clothes Start Not Fitting, I Get Really Self-conscious About What I Eat.

You Know I Very Much Respect Yvonne Rainer, She Is Very Important - In American Dance, The Entire Development Of Modern Dance, And Creating A Wonderful Physical Language.

Theatre Is Fake... The Knife Is Not Real, The Blood Is Not Real, And The Emotions Are Not Real. Performance Is Just The Opposite: The Knife Is Real, The Blood Is Real, And The Emotions Are Real.