I Get So Nervous. I

I Get So Nervous. I Happen To Be Socially Awkward And Shy. I Spent A Lot Of My Time As An Adult Not Going Places.

When I Was A Little Girl - Well, Like, A Teenager - I Wanted To Be Sam Jackson. I Always Wanted To Be Men.

It's So Normal For A Teenager To Dress In Black -- And Be Real Unhappy And Stay In Your Room And Say Sarcastic Things. How Could Something So Normal Be Considered Morbid?

I Think I'm Better At Playing Difficult Than I Am At Being Normal. And To Me That's Something I'm Working On Now. I'm Not Really That Difficult Or Complex A Person, So It's Interesting To Me That It's Just So Much Harder For Me To Play An Everygirl.

You Have To Excuse Me Because I Am A Teenager, So I'm Allowed To Sound Illiterate And Make Stupid Comments Like 'i'm Not Into Hard-core Feminism.'