I Feel Occasionally My Skull

It Is As If My Life Were Magically Run By Two Electric Currents: Joyous Positive And Despairing Negative--which Ever Is Running At The Moment Dominates My Life, Floods It.

I Have Been Holding A Dialogue With Myself And Girding Myself To Stand Fast Without Running.

I Must Not Be Selfless: Develop A Sense Of Self. A Solidness That Can't Be Attacked.

It Is So Much Safer Not To Feel, Not To Let The World Touch Me.

Doing All The Little Tricky Things It Takes To Grow Up, Step By Step, Into An Anxious And Unsettling World.