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Let Sleeping Dogs Lie Or Lying Dogs Sleep Or Whatever. Time To Move On. People Get Divorced. Life Doesn't Owe You Your Own Personal Happy Ending Especially At Another's, Or In This Case Several Others', Expense.

I Go To Movies, Go Out With Friends, Go To Car Shows. I Have A Zoo.

I Personally Don't Do Any Hard Drugs, Because They Get In The Way Of Me Getting To My Base Issues, And I'd Rather Get Rid Of The Excess Baggage Than Find A Way To Shove It Deeper In The Closet.

I Think The Pressure Has Also Helped Me Want To Rise Above That Pressure, And It Has Helped In Accelerating The Healing Process. It's Helped Give Me A Drive. I Have A Definite Survival Drive, And The Pressure Gave Me A Drive To Get On Top Of It.

Sometimes I Would Want To Sink, And Then While I Was Sinking I'd Go, "wait A Minute, This Isn't What I Want To Do," And I Would Calm Down While I Was Sinking And Then Start Rising Back To The Surface Again.