I Didn't Feel That Way

It Was Like The Beginning Of Life And Laughter. It Was The Real Meaning Of The Sun

And Love Is A Word Used Too Much And Much Too Soon.

I Feel Strangely Normal.

I Was Naturally A Loner, Content Just To Live With A Woman, Eat With Her, Sleep With Her, Walk Down The Street With Her. I Didn't Want Conversation, Or To Go Anywhere Except The Racetrack Or The Boxing Matches. I Didn't Understand T.v. I Felt Foolish Paying Money To Go Into A Movie Theatre And Sit With Other People To Share Their Emotions. Parties Sickened Me. I Hated The Game-playing, The Dirty Play, The Flirting, The Amateur Drunks, The Bores.

We Don’t Even Ask Happiness, Just A Little Less Pain.