I Choose Roles That Are

I Have That Thing In My Stomach Where I Just Need To Keep Striving For Things. In My Mind, I Want The Fairy Tale

If Everything Always Went Perfectly, I Would Feel Like, When Is The Ball Going To Drop? Because Good Things Don't Always Last. Maybe I'm A Pessimistic Person. When Something Just Seems Too Good, I Can't Believe It. I Come From A Background Where I Was Never Told That I Couldn't Do Something, So I'm Very Stubborn. I Don't Know If I Believe In Fate Or Destiny, But It Kind Of Feels That Way Sometimes.

I've Gotten To Do A Lot Of Weird Stuff.

Some Men Don't Want Their Women To Speak Up, And Then Other Men Are Attracted To That Very Thing. But As A Woman, You Don't Want To Be Just Window Dressing. I've Probably Been Unattractive To Some Men Because I Do Say What I Feel And What I Think. You Can Be Political About It, But I Don't Have A Red Flag. I Don't Have A Mechanism In My Head That Prevents Me From Saying What I Think, Or If Something Upsets Me Or If I Feel Like I'm Being Degraded. I Come From A Family Of Very Outspoken Women. I Can't Imagine Living In A Time When You Couldn't Express What You Felt.

Am I Being Typecast As A Horrible Person? I Don't Know. I Don't Think So. But If It Happens, I'd Rather Get To Play That, Because There's Nothing Fun About Being Sweet. Sweet Can Be So Boring, So I'd Be Happy Staying Away From That.