I Am More Weary Of

My Disorder Has Been Attended With Several Symptoms Of A Consumption; And I Have Been At Times Apprehensive That My Great Change Was At Hand: Yet Blessed Be God, I Have Never Been Affrighted; But, On The Contrary, At Times Much Delighted With A View Of Its Approach.

I Have Withstood The Power Of Convictions A Long Time; And Therefore I Fear I Shall Be Finally Left Of God.

I Hardly Ever So Longed To Live To God And To Be Altigether Devoted To Him. I Want To Wear Out My Life In His Service, And For His Glory!!

Saw So Much Of The Wickedness Of My Heart That I Longed To Get Away From Myself...i Felt Almost Pressed To Death With My Own Vileness. Oh What A Body Of Death Is There In Me...oh The Closest Walk With God Is The Sweetest Heaven That Can Be Enjoyed On Earth!

Further, Take Heed That You Faithfully Perform The Business You Have To Do In The World, From A Regard To The Commands Of God; And Not From An Ambitious Desire Of Being Esteemed Better Than Others.