I Always Wanted To Write

When You're An Actress, You Become This Thing In People's Hands That People Are Trying To Manipulate. I Cannot Stand It.

And I Realized That Directing Actors Is Really Important Because That's What Ends Up On Screen.

Some People Have Bigger Egos Than Others. You Have To Take A Lot Of Abuse, And Take It In And Not Respond, Because You Don't Want Conflicts On The Movie, You Don't Want To Start Screaming At People Even When They Treat You - Even When They're Not Behaving Properly, Because You Want Them To Do Their Job, And Keep On Doing It.

Basically, Editing Is Done In Rehearsal And In The Writing Process And In The Acting, So It's Very, Very Tricky, Very, Very Tricky.

I'm Not Going To Pursue It The Way That Actors Pursue It Which Means Going To All Of The Auditions And Getting A Job And All That Stuff, Because I Don't Really Need To Get A Job Because I Have A Job As A Writer/director. That's How I Make My Living Mostly Now. So I Don't Need To Make A Living As An Actress.